So sorry you find yourself here . I feel your pain in your words. Best of luck to you, I hope someone will help you with advice. All I can suggest is hang in there & find someone you trust to talk to & help you through this.
H48 M46 T26 M25 S25 D21 10/4/12 BD - ILYBINILWY, S 10/7/12 H Leaves, works 2 hours away H Done 1/13 H tells S he wants D 2/13 NO R talk since - nothing filed We live together weekends