Thank you. The reality is that I am in a much better state emotionally, than I was 6 months ago. This site, the stories/advice on them and the books I have read have really helped me. I feel like I am ready to go down this road. 6 months ago, I wasn't.
I also think I understand my wife much better. Even treating me like this, I don't hate her. I actually still love her and feel for what she is going through. But, it is not something I am willing to tolerate anymore.