I have reached the point where I am completely comfortable with my decision. It is time. I am also convinced that she will never wake up as long as I am in her life stabilizing it. I am an enabler and she really needs to be set free to deal with the consequences of her actions.
At the end of the day, I can't have my children living in this environment. Since she won't leave, I have no other choice but to file. Thank you for taking the time to read my longwinded rant. I really needed to journal this. And thank you for your prayers. They are needed.
I am thinking about going home early to do laundry and try and find my wallet. I have some anxiety about what is waiting for me at home. But, you do what you have to do.
