Don't go into the habit of analyzing her behaviors and why you "think" she's emotionally guarded. There are many factors that could have caused this and she is just protecting herself. She's protecting herself from the harsh judgement of others because she knows that what she's doing is unpopular, but doesn't know what else to do. So she shields herself to do what SHE feels is right. She probably doesn't even know why she's doing what she's doing and needs the "space" to figure it out or go through it.
Don't overanalyze. She is the only one that can get that wall back down that she's built up.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
