Remembering its a marathon is the hardest part for right now I feel a bit out of control of my goal that were set for our future I have been working on restructureing them in case things don't work out yet I wont give up hope.
Trying she is confused and very depressed her emotions are all over the place she is talking about tattoos and peirceings and new cars and moveing she doesn't know what she wants. She recently admitted the depression to me while we were talking it started with a miscarriage yet she wont seek out help for it nor will I even mention it again it seems to upset her. As for chatting with her mom yes we are on good terms but it would upset her to know that im talking to anyone about our issues we agreed to keep it between us and not friends and family this has been difficult because its left me with only DB as a support.
I wish I knew a way to get her to see that she could use help from medication or councleing but I don't want to push her away one mistake and she may push back even further.
All advise is welcomed and helps greatly you all are helping me to become stronger everyday and my hope and faith grows also.
