I find myself anxious lately....I don't know why....I had to drop my D off at IL house yesterday and ML wanted me to stay for dinner I declined I wasn't rude but I was curt; they want to act as if nothing is changed and lets just keep everything else like it is..I was always good at getting conversation going and good at getting their 40 yr old son out of the house for a day..he has never left home and they coddle him like a little boy still..I am not very good at pretending plus I am a little angry at them for pressuring W on our time with the kids...I don't think it is their business. Girls are now with W...they called several times asking if they can stay with me but I told them this is how it is you have to stay with your mom for a week...They tell her that it is not her it is just what her house represents...They won't even let my W call it "her place" and "my place"


m-12 yrs
m-42
w-40
d-11
d6