Things are getting better for me as in easier to deal with the everyday heart ache of missing her I started going back to church today I pray daily sometime 5 to 8 times. I read the forums and take in all everyone has to say I really enjoy the success stories. I do keep making mistakes with comments like today she was telling me how her sister picked up some of those plastic walmart dresser drawers and Stupid me I said that sounds so permanent she stated after that what you expected me to come back after a week I told her I was just was just messing making conversation she didn't like it to much. I really need to be mind full of what I say still speak with my heart from time to time. I would love more advice from all who are willing to give it look forward from hearing from all of you.
