yes I have decided not to ask...I will just go back to building myself up and working hard...the week I don't have the kids I try to put a lot of hours in at work so I can have more time with them but I feel like I also need to get out and take care of me too...just hard finding that balance. My kids still want to be with me for 2 weeks and W just 1 or less but it is hard for me to get out and live my life then...
