Decided to give it one last shot ... reading DB and will try to implement some of the techniques I read about after my baby is born. I am trying this for the sake of my son. I see it in his eyes ... I don't think it will work ... but I will try. This is so hard.
Me 35 H 34 DS- newborn 8/13 T 8.5 M 7 H's EA - 10/11 INILWY 5/13 DBing 6/13 Don't know WTF to do 1/14
