I haven't read your story but looking at your sig, you're young...there's no need to put up with non sense. Consider that. Life is short. I stayed on this long because I don't want to look back later and say to myself "what if". I am convinced I've done the best I could to save my M. It is moving in the direction of D but I'm ok and will adjust my life accordingly.
Take care,
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.