I hope you have a good time at the party.

Sorry you've been feeling down.
I believe it's okay to cry and think about things for a little bit, as long as you get back up and continue to push through.

me: 30 H:30
tgthr:7 m:4
no kids
5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012
long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012
official BD: July 2013
nothing filed
1/1/14 I dropped the rope