My sitch is all over me today. Can't stop thinking about it and it's getting me down. It's first time I have cried about my sitch in a long time. I'm missing the kids so much I f**king hate this!
I have noticed that the less GAL there is the more it gets on my mind. The 1st weekend to myself and it ran out of steam GAL wise today. Guess I need to get some more friends.
Went to the cinema with my older brother and his daughters this afternoon. It was nice to see them but I just thought about my kids.
Going to that party in 30 minutes hopefully that will help.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
