Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

Ok well never is pushing it but seriously it was very rare. In seven years she lived away at school for 6 months, on exact opposite schedules for 2 years, was a no sex while pregnant women, so times 9 months by 3 kids, abd had post partum depression with every kid. Throw in a bankruptcy and we have had a rough time but never did i think this could happen. we had a serious lack of communication along the way on both sides. There is nothing else I want in this world than her to want to be with me, in love, and happy. I want my wife and my family put back together. I'm fully committed to this working until the time comes when I'm done. Only I will know when that is. I know I use this to vent and worry but Im also doing the things I'm supposed too. I have been GAL, still in the gym hard, putting my kids number 1, going to a IC, and so on.