GM- My H blames me for everything. In the beginning before getting "serious" with OW he said he was confused a lot, couldn't figure things out, couldn't see his future. He also said things like, he is doing what he wants to do for him and OW wasn't his future. Quite contradictory isn't it.
I waiver back and forth on who I think he is and what he says and what I believe. I just don't know anymore. Too much thinking on my part.
I had plans this weekend, but cancelled all of them or ignored my friends. I needed alone time to regroup. Not sure I feel any better today. I woke up alone, and for the first time in awhile...really missed seeing H next to me in bed.
BombOctober 2012- OW 11/28/12 -H still denies Separated 11/29/12 Own place 12/12/12 Confessed OW/EA/PA 2/2/13 Oct 2013 - I knew I was done Jan 2014 - Anticipating the rest of my life
