Oh Dawn Marie, are you okay? I'm so sorry, I just caught up on your thread. 

What crazy messages. I agree with Mz J - you seem to be getting close to the end of your rope with him and he seems to be losing it completely. I'm the second person here with no answer for you my friend, you DO need a sage. uR or Snodderly. Or Cadet. 

My H sounded like this at BD#2, partly rambling, partly lucid, partly rationalizing, partly understanding his own guilt. It was scary. 

"I'm trying to go off on my own, separate myself from you, but really I'm trying to separate from me."  "I serve no purpose in this life." "I know I will have alot to answer to HIM." "I can't handle the guilt of not giving you that, it zaps me and that's why I drop out of life at times, I wish I could clone myself and give you back your H." "I know you guys have a house, food, $$, and that helps me be able to disappear and not worry."

Holy crappola. I'm so sorry, did he come home? You handled that second phone call so well. God bless you Dawn. In the middle of all this insanity you are this man's rock. 


Linda

Me 65, Ex 64
M 38 y
2 adult S, 4 G-Kids
MLC 11/07
BD 12/09
D 3/14
Dating nice guy 7/14
Engaged to nice guy 12/17