It does a bit but if she does come back the games are one of the main factors for her leaveing do to the lack of attension I was giving her so for me it may be better that I just stay away the thought of her comeing back me playing again just to see her walk out again I cant bear it.

I am very hopeful and maybe sometimes to giving to her at the moment but I don't know how else to show im listening now yes now and I am paying attension now again yes now hopefully its not to late.

But on the positive I haven't said I love you in 2 days and haven't talked about the future either But I did slip and said I miss you