I have failed my W. Did not love her the way she wants to be loved. This leaves me questioning myself. I have failed once but we got back together and this time I failed her again.
I ask myself again and again. Do I love her? Why did I do the things I do if I love her?
What do I want? Is this just a feeling of fear of losing someone? W kept saying that I don't really love her.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet