I have failed my W. Did not love her the way she wants to be loved. This leaves me questioning myself. I have failed once but we got back together and this time I failed her again. I ask myself again and again. Do I love her? Why did I do the things I do if I love her? What do I want? Is this just a feeling of fear of losing someone? W kept saying that I don't really love her.
M35 XW34 D5 D4 M 6years T 10years Bomb 5/2013 Joint Petition signed 6/2013 Moved out end of 8/2013 Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013 D finalized in 3 months - no news yet