Laying down my heart and feeling the power

[RosaLinda]

I was just thinking about your H and his chair uR. You said you hated it because he'd sit there waiting for his OW to text. I've been watching a cooking show and my H has been pacing around, sitting, pacing, checking his cell phone (and carrying the TV remote around with him too but I think that's just a man-thing LOL!) waiting for RT. He finally got his text and dashed upstairs to skype. 

And instead of getting annoyed or hurt, I thought about him waiting and your H waiting. And was filled with pity for their empty lives. I often feel compassion for my H when he's depressed or confused, but NEVER felt compassion for anything to do with the Tramp before. Never! But from what you have told me, I think he's feeling so crummy about his empty useless life, has so little self-respect, that he paced around for over an hour waiting for her, then RAN like a love-sick teen when she twitched her finger. Sort of pathetic huh? That's not the strong manly guy I married. 

I'm sure RT will p!ss me off again,  but think this feeling is a good sign It's nice to have my PMA back. Thanks guys!!!