Hoping for WAS to come home

[MrBond]

"she never initiated sex, she never seemed concerned about us spending time together and never gave me gifts."

It's important to not talk in absolutes. I'm sure there were times that she did initiate sex, gave you gifts, etc. If you continue to say 'never', well why would you want to stay with her if she "never" did anything for you?

There is alot of mindreading in your post. You really don't know that she wants to live alone (even though she might have said it).

"The mind never stops analyzing."

That's the problem. There's no sense in YOU analyzing her because it won't do any good. SHE has to really analyze HERSELF.