wife hardends heart-2

[planet]

The plan was cancelled. The OM called me a number of times to which I did not pick up. Didn't know what to say anyway..

PatientMan.
She didn't want to go out with me.

We talked about this issue later that night. I knew I should have walk away from this one but couldn't so. She wanted to see that my family had treated her badly and the hypocracy of it all. I have always had something to say defending them and mostly did not speak up. She also said that I did not love her the way she wanted to be loved.
I have been far too complacent and did not want to change. Should have gotten a new job knowing expenses are getting higher. Far too selfish to think about our family's needs. I really need to grow up.
She also notes that I have been nice to her but that is turning her further away. Also, she's been sickly for weeks and her blood pressure is low.
Am I affecting her health? Given all this pressure. Something bad is bound to happen. I'm afraid.