Laying down my heart and feeling the power

[RosaLinda]

Oh  uR, this is a hard truth. "I do know exactly what you mean, Linda. It is hard to remember what once was and to think it might not ever be again. The thing of it is, that no matter what happens, your old marriage is gone. But that doesnt mean that a new, stronger marriage isnt possible in the future. There is always that hope." My marriage is dead. My H's love for me is dead. 

I'll still have my happy memories, ss you say, but there's a chance that he'll always remember me as the lying cheating bitch who stole the best years of his youth from him.

Thanks for your encouragement too Snodderly. And for making me laugh Mz. J, at the thought of visiting a donkey sanctuary filled with braying MLCers! Like those hooligans in Pinnocchio!

I'm going to start practicing too, uR, mentally rehearsing how to act and what to say before I see him. Between that and snapping my elastic Snodderly band on my wrist as a reminder, I should be in good shape in no time! Thanks!