Nero, We all worry about you. You've got such a full plate and w/your mother's health, etc., it is a lot for you to take on by yourself. You need some time for Nero and it would be nice if you could work something out w/your family to help divide some of the responsibilities up so that you can have a much needed break.
I worry about you because the stress is going to catch up w/you and I do not want to see you down and out sick. Please take care of yourself and do something extra special for Nero this weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.