I get that but what I see is you put your behavior off on others.
"If I was dating someone else, I wouldn't..."
"If W didn't....then I wouldn't..."
This is your one and only life, what role do YOU want to play in it?
I do always seem to need a reason for something rather than just doing it because that's who I am and that is what I want.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14