I get that but what I see is you put your behavior off on others.

"If I was dating someone else, I wouldn't..."

"If W didn't....then I wouldn't..."

This is your one and only life, what role do YOU want to play in it?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss