ok to all it has been some time since i came here. I have been doing very good. my mood and emotions have been good. up till today. Today i am just having a very down day. I am asking God toremove these bad feelings i am having. I just miss the hell out of W. I think this was sparked by a text i got from a friend. This freind sent me a text with a pic of wife at a wedding. to top it off a Gay wedding..... She looked very nice but her face looked like she was very mad unhappy.
I guess it just stured up alot of feelings i still have for her...
I did text her told her she looked good and told her i had a motorcycle accedent and my leg is not good. but im ok!!
she did reply and asked what happend and she told me that i just cant say i was in an accedent and im ok.
so i told her what hppened and she never replied. I sent a new text this morning saying im sorry i did not tell you about the accedent i just thought you would not have cared. she replied and said i should not hve said that and that she is a good person and she does care. Also hope you get well soon..
I did text her back one more time told her she was a good person and i know she does care. also said i love you and i know you dont like me saying that but i can not hold it in.
I just feel messed up today and I have been doing so good for some time.
