Well....the St Johns Wort that i have been taking DOES seem to be making a difference. I am still very sad....but detaching. My moods seem more stable, and i haven't cried at all...only welled up with tears once or twice. That is a big improvement for me.
I am still procrastinating over discussing finances with my W. Speaking of which - W is being a little friendlier too.
I think that she has noticed that i am doing my best to keep my distance because she told me last night that..."you are allowed to touch me you know. I won't self combust." (i think that she was a little drunk, though i can't be sure)
The reality is, that i want to do more than just touch her. How can i strike a balance with this that won't see me back on the rollercoaster?
Me: 49 W: 47 M: 19 T: 25 Son:19 Dau:13 Son:6 BD: Aug: 2012 Separated - same house: May, 2013 Ultimatum to move out: Dec 2013 W looking to move out: January 2014 Dau says go, I move out: June 2014