Hi Blue. Thanks so much for your support. You have been so good to me. I think it is awesome what you are doing for GAL. I am so proud of you. I am actually going to get my garden in shape tomorrow. One of the things I love is my yard and I have let it go so much. It is an overgrown weed patch. So starting tomorrow that is one of my major goals. I like the idea of one minute, one hour, and one day.
Hi Thumpered. You really gave me something to think on. I don't want to play this game with him and only I can stop myself. They have been together almost 18 months H has said and he thinks they have a future together. So they can share their own drama but I need to take myself out of that. I just pray that H realizes what a loser she is eventually.
Hi Linda. There is really nothing the police can do with no proof. And she knows what she is doing because she has quite the record. Prostitution, drugs, assault, trespassing, child endangering, etc. But of course all of that is only because of her addiction according to idiot H. He doesn't know half of what her record is and won't believe me when I tell him.
I am relying so much on my faith and the support of all of you is simply overwhelming. I wish I could meet you all in real life and give you all giant hugs. I know I have said it before but I could not do this without you.
The last few days H has said he is very suicidal and can't go on like this. H keeps texting me and telling me how bad he feels and how hard it is for him. Or he will just stop at home and ask for some iced tea and a snack and want to talk about how miserable he is. Why not tell JW?? The man is losing it I think.
As for the mortgage I am so very afraid of losing our home. We didn't qualify for the one thing we tried so we have one more option. H says he will do everything he can to save it. But as I have said if his lips are moving he is probably lying.
Thanks for reading this far. I think of all of you and keep you all in my prayers. I will be reading later tonight getting caught up on your sitches. Take care my friends and have a good night!
