Am I ready for this?

[Mtnman]

Hi rH! I do worry she's mentally preparing to leave. She gave me a really long, tight hug before they left. May have been for the boys to see? Could've been the responsibility of traveling with them without me.

She has texted me a lot from her brothers. Asking about blowing up an air mattress, if oldest son is due for medicine, etc. Very hard for me to read her.

She told me in the beginning she missed out on dating. But, she didnt. I do think in her mind she thinks she missed out on being a "bad" girl. She was always very responsible. But again, she had her share of fun.

Me and my FIL were great friends. I could sit and talk to him for hours. We never had a cross word. He treated me like a son and i like to think it was because he knew I would always take care of his daughter.

It's been nice to relax this evening, but I'd just soon be busy with my boys. I've got a load of mulch coming tomorrow. My brother and i are going to work on flower beds Saturday. It'll be nice to spend some time with him.