Well she is back at her moms she just was miserable I could see she didn't want to be here I want this to work out so bad. I don't know how to keep up the ruse of being happy when Im clearly not and not saying I love you when I want to so bad or try to have fun and move on when I don't want to how do I do all these things but still keep some integraty or even self. All I want to do is climb a mountain and scream I love honer and cherish you till death do us part till she hears me and runs back to my arms a fairy tail I know
