Thanks guys. It helps to know that I am normal and not insane! Thank you.
Kids are almost asleep, ... I think.
The "problem" is we are supposed to be on vacation! we are in upstate new York at my parents summer house. The activities I planned involved too much of me with the kids. I dont have any friends up here but this weekend will be better, my cousins and their kids are coming up.
I also know part of my reaction today has to do with my mom coming up for a an overnight visit. I have a lot of issues with her that still need to be worked on in therapy, Alanon and here.
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