guys -

my h said once "we can get used to anything" in the end. meaning - i could "get used to" a stupid life like i have now w h and him w ow - wtf???

true i'm still here- false i plan to just be a jerk forever and he gets to have his life as it is and i hang around for the crumbs -

alone is hard- sometimes it's kind of okay- but i'm ever coginzant he's payng the bills and it will not be easy (or maybe even possible) alone for me-

one has to cover one's butt - no?

xxoo it does stink- isn't it just crazy ??????? what can be going on in their heads? crazy as a box of frogs