I hate him so much and because of this program and my other program all I say to him is okay, sounds good via email or text message.
I really want to say I HATE YOU A$$HOLE. Do you think its easy taking care of 2 toddlers by yourself!!
It is so hard some days with my girls. I want to be a good mom but they make me insane with the whiny. I am in tears right now. I want to call my partner and talk about how hard it is with toddlers but instead he is emailing me about selling our rental condo. I couldnt give a crap I just want to make it through the night without losing my sh!t on my daughters.
I feel like such a bad mom. I cant stay calm, I can't figure out dinner and I can't keep a father around for them. This is why he left me cause I cant do it.
I need help and my mom was just with me for a day and I honestly cant stand her. She is part of my problem she makes me nuts. Nuts! but I need the help so I don't know what to do.
I keep checking these boards praying for a miracle. Praying it will get easier but it isn't
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
