You MUST GAL. It works for your PMA and helps You gain some forward movement. You have been Stuck in this regard. GAL also, so happens, to make you more appealing and or interesting. Be Less predictable.
Your description of why you haven't GAL, pretty much boils down to You Not overcoming your inertia.
Only you can do that. Don't look for reasons Not to do something, and don't mandate it must be super FUN! A little stimulation or fun or just novel...
Just Look for stretching your comfort zone, taking up a new hobby or any class or JOIN something & meet new people!
See, it doesn't have to be skydiving classes (though that is on my list!)
It just has to be better than obsessing about your pain or your w. Most GAL activities are.
Make sense?
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