Hey Positivespin! What's shaking? Update us in your thread?
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Im certain that its the increase in my wellbutrin BUT "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"!
I want to believe this!
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A wise older man suggested that I REALLY think about this - "Do you want her back because it was SUCH a blow to your ego?"
Think really hard about this.
I'm not going to deny it was a huge blow to my ego. I don't even necessary mean the ego in the sense of "SHE dumped ME?" but rather "Oh god, you [censored] this up? You're such a [censored]-up sense!"
But I want her back for other reasons. I can love myself now. I can see hope and change for myself is possible where I couldn't see it before. I feel like I'm once again the person she fell in love with--better, actually! Most of all, I want her back because I miss her and love her and want one more to chance to show her how incredible and special she is. I know we can be a great couple again.
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How much worse could it be if you had your roots and she pulled this stunt? The TRO would then take your children away!
I would be utterly shattered.
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Could she/ would she pull it again?
Who knows? I would have to trust that she wouldn't. I don't think she would unless I gave her a reason to leave. Lord knows I gave her so many reasons to leave in the months prior to the BD.
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Im thinking about trying the movies by myself. Im scared and feel pathetic before I do it but after.............energized as hell.
Yeah, I've found that difficult--but worth it--too!
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The non- profit work- are you lifted when you leave? You did it! If your not patting yourself on the back each time- you need too.
Oh man, I'm so pumped when I leave! It's so nice to work at something you deeply care about where you contributions and skills are appreciated! (That's pretty much the direct opposite of my current job.)
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We are rebuilding- and we are upgrading. Maybe our new selves will re-attract our wives and the mother of my little girl- Maybe not
Remember, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies. (Shawshank Redemption)
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Lefty, you are one heck of a good guy and you just need a change in scenery. When you get that new job and you get the new clothes and you change your routine you will be one happy man........
"EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON"
Man, you put a big smile on my face today. So upbeat! I hope things are going as well as they can for you! Let us know what is happened!
