Emotional Connection and Attraction

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I started getting really frustrated last night after W went to sleep with how things have been going lately.

As I've stated W has pulled back the affection for going on a month. No sex. I haven't pushed for it once and it hasn't seemed to affect her one bit.

I continue PMA and keep giving her affection...

I'm VERY frustrated but I'm not supposed to bring it up....

I understand the reasons I'm being told this but my emotions don't care at the moment.

I got up feeling the same way this morning.

My W could tell because she asked me on my way out the door "did I do something yesterday that upset you?"

I said "no, I'm just late for work and trying to rush", I gave her a hug and kiss and left.

It feels fake hiding my feelings.

When she asked me a question like that it seems fair and honest for me to say I've been feeling unvalidated and I'm just not happy with all of this and that some days it just gets to me.

Again, I understand why I'm being told not to do this, but I can't help but feel like she would respect me more for being human and having emotions.

Despite all my changes I don't think she respects me.

I go back and fourth with whether I should be taking the approach I'm being told here or taking more of a MMSLP approach.

If only I had a crystal ball

Sorry for the rant guys, just frustrated