That's good to know, WH. I also worried about meds being used against me. XH thinks I'm a great mom, but at one of my lowest points I called to ask for help with my youngest. He was struggling emotionally and being really difficult. I was overwhelmed and was in total despair. XH told me that if I didn't get it together he was going to take the boys and make sure I never saw them again. Then he hung up the phone. I can't begin to tell you how bad I felt that night. I honestly didn't know how I would emotionally survive at that point. XH was extremely cruel. What I didn't realize was that he was bluffing. He was angry because he wanted to have fun and I was interfering with that.
My appointment is on Friday. I am hopeful that I won't have to suffer anymore.