The unexpected journey continues - next chapter II

[wishing, hoping]

GM I started realizing I haven't been happy either in years. I lost myself years ago. But I never ran away from my vows and commitments. I thought about it many times, but I always put on my big girl pants and sucked it up. If I ran every time I didn't feel "happy" in my marriage I would probably not have my kids.

I hope you get into your doctor soon. I put it off only because I thought if I got on anti-depressants H would use it against me. But my attorney and my counselor and my doctor assured me that wouldn't be the case. They told me it would only strengthen my case because I am taking responsibility for myself and trying to get help.

Take care of yourself.
WH