You actually sound just a tiny bit more stable of late. This doesn't mean you are in the free and clear, but it might mean you are finding your own groove.
I was glad to see your interest in different GALs! That is a very very positive thing. Good for you to be thinking thinking thinking. I know your funds are limited and that the area you live in isn't overflowing with opportunities. But none of that stops you from dreaming, or from setting goals.
Sending you peace waves ~~~~~ !
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
