The PROZAC has been a savior for me. I highly recommend. I was reluctant but my reluctants was not smart. Take whatever help you can get.
And when I say I was reluctant I was determined not to go on them. I was still breastfeeding and was not planning on stopping at that point my daughter had just turned 1. It was unbearable for me to think that I would have to ween her just at the time her father was leaving us but the prozac allowed me to mother her in ways i would not have been able to.
Also in my opinion - therapy goes hand and hand with the meds. Please do not go with the first therapist that you meet (unless you know for sure) if you have any doubts trust your gut and move on to someone else. I am on my third therapist since this started and he is my guy. The other 2 early on were amatures in comparison. The first 2 therapist ladies were hippy-dippy woman which is what I thought I wanted but now I have a buttoned up guy around my age, exactly what I didnt except to prefer but he is da bomb. He doesnt let me get away with any of this self pity crap but he also lets me cry for the entire session if I need too. he is savior as you all of you!
Also try Alanon, I love it.
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