Thx and I appreciate it. I won't waste my time. Believe me I wish I could do my work faster then the way it is moving right now. I can't just go through 12 steps to say I did it. I'm trying to go through them to fix me and not to save my M. That is not my objective to recover just so I think my W will take me back or be loving all of a sudden. I just want to be a better overall person. That is my objective. Thx again for the feedback. As always PON appreciates it.