chl.. I am feeling exactly the same way right now, that I am disconnected emotionally and physically now. Because I was usually the initiator of physical contact, I have now backed away from initiating as part of 180's. It is making me feel so disconnected. I also know that if I did initiate hugs, kisses, etc, that he would probably back away or feel uncomfortable about it at this time. It's a sad feeling. Hopefully we can manage to get that back into our relationships somehow. I am hoping my H will reach out to me one day, in my mind that would tell me things are getting better between us. One of my major goals with the DB'ing is that my H will reach out to me with affection, start planning dates, etc. Baby steps for now!
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
