What do I do?

[DFE]

I feel your pain. It's hard dealing with the kids daily on top of all the emotions we are going through. And every time we see our H's they look happy. I wish I had words of wisdom to give you. It's a roller coaster. Try to do something for you today. Something to relax you even if its a bath.

I miss my H too. Although I see him daily because we work together it takes everything out of me not to touch him or hug him. Stay strong.