Reading others threads on here wondering what their WAS is doing or not doing has led me to doing the same. I can snap myself out of it for the most part.
One that does stay with me a little longer is no contact. Other than the first month or so after the BD one of us has always been in communication every day about one thing or another. Now we are both NC and I'm starting to notice it. I'm not checking my phone or waiting for contact or anything like that, I'm just aware of it.
I don't have a clue is she is surging ahead with the "proper money channels" or not. I made sure my tax was sorted today as that might have a big effect is she does.
I feel like I'm in the least amount of limbo for a while now. House is still on the market and will keep it on until I get some sort of offer. I thinks it's better if a house has had an offer on it before it's taken off sale. Not going to sell house. Probably remortgage to make payments easier and that will give me ample time to decide what to do with anything and everything.
I'm going to remove/change most of the pictures on the stairs soon. I'm not going to erase W completely from the house mainly for kids sake but I can't have 20 odd pics of her there all the time.
Had a dream last night (I rarely remember dreams), all I can remember is I was introduced by W to an OM. Remembered not being bothered by it. It annoyed me when I woke up that I wasn't.
Still quite positive, I feel like I can switch from any mood to happy and content without a problem right now.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
