Your all right, tyvm for the encouragement. Its funny, I posted took a walk came back home, and took a nap. Woke up late, and the anxiety was already gone. I didn't care again, either way. Just wish I didn't have those 2 hours sessions with my mind once a week.
I've never thought my wife was in an A, but do any of us till the proof comes along? (I couldn't find what I don't have access to). But just about EVERYONE says she is, you start believing. When it comes down to it, it doesn't matter either way according to Chuck. I guess i'll need to get to that point where having to make that decision is the key one way or the other.
As a late night update: My wife drove over tonight to talk, got out of the car and ran over and gave me a big hug,said she thinks shes coming out of the fog, she's starting to think about what she's been doing to herself, me/kids/family. Says she scheduled herself an appt. today with her dr. finally to get a check up - she's sure she's got something going on. Said I looked great all tan (I work outside mainly) and muscled up. She wants me to take her to the appt.
This was my old wife for 60 minutes, guess my daughter took her to dinner and they really talked for the first time in 5 months. Now for the hard part, to forget all about that, cause tomorrow the switch can be thrown again. Im getting myself prepared for either persona to show up again.
btw, if I have to listen to that damn Bruno Mars song one more time............
