My mother is dying. XW wants to be my friend.

[tadpole1025]

Less frequent is good. It has to start somewhere right?

Yeah, I guess so.

And you seem to be telling the future these days. Very nice to hear you're a fortune teller now and have a new income stream.

Yeah, I know. I may meet someone down the road but who knows......

Tad, there is absolutely no way of knowing what the future holds for you, unless you are planning to become a monk or priest and that would mean no marriage in the deal.

Hahahaha. I've actually thought about this.....seriously.

Seriously, if you don't feel anything right now, be honest and tell her that you enjoy her company, but you are not ready to take the next step and it may be quite a while before that happens.

I did. I actually broke it off with her. I just couldn't feel anything. It has been like that with all of them. It is like I am almost numb. Kind of hard to explain. I've also noticed that all of the women that I meet seem to want to rush things and they all seem so clingy. Weird.....

Went to see mom yesterday. She looks absolutely terrible. I wouldn't be surprised if she is gone by the end of the year. She will find out next week if the chemo is working.

I mentioned Cannabis to her again and I think she is considering it. Question is: how does she get it? Does she have to mention it to her doctor?

S18 is with XW until Saturday. OM is out of town until Saturday and I'm guessing that is why. We have all noticed that it seems like she can't be alone.

Tad