Why am I having a hard time staying angry? I was furious yesterday. I'm still really angry that he wasn't honest up front and beyond furious that he was texting one of them recently. But I'm letting him explain himself. I'm finally getting to ask all the questions I ever wanted and he's finally answering them all, no push back, no hesitation and as far as I can tell, truthfully? But I can't even guarantee that anymore without that trust there.
But why am I not calling the attorney and ending it now that he has admitted everything else, the length of time, the other women? I feel like I'm back at that place I was in November, just with slightly more control
