I seriously, seriously doubt my W would ever change her mind about starting a family. I keep telling myself that I need to pursue what I truly want, but I'm still not ready to say goodbye to my W. If she all of a sudden came to me asking to work on us, I'd be confused about what to do! I love her but she can't (won't, more correctly) provide me with what I really think I want. Just a month ago I was 99% sure that I wanted her back. Now I'm seriously evaluating what I want in life, just like she must have been doing (and still is I guess) for who knows how long. Ironic...am I turning from a LBS into a WAS (who didn't actually do the walking)???
Me:38, Wife:36 M:8 T:13 No kids Bomb:3/10/13 W moved out:3/30/13 Started D paperwork: 10/14/13 D final: 12/30/13 To a future of love and happiness...
