Lost, confused and trying to make a stand

[brobafet]

Barb,

I don't know what else to do. She wants out. We've filled out the paper work together and I think my best move right now is to file. I don't want this but as the saying goes, "if you love someone, set them free. I do believe you in saying it will get better and everyone is telling me the same. Even her....which is ironic and hurtful and funny all in one. I am praying and I feel better than I have today then I did on saturday and sunday. I'm not going to just let myself dwindle away. Today is a new day and I can do everything different. I know that I have God I just need to trust in him completely and letting him have all my problems is a huge thing.