Well, I finally got some time where I can go visit my grandma. I've decided to up my trip and go as soon as possible. I booked a flight out for today after I stop by my lab and store some cultures so they don't all die. I think I will stay for a few weeks, and this will give me some time to focus on everything. I more so want to go, so even if things don't work out in my M, I won't regret not visiting my grandma one last time. I am hoping I can help her around the house if she ever makes it out of the hospital.