"and NO I haven't accused her of being emotionnaly unstable (yet)."
Wow. Could you be any more of an @$$? That's probably why you haven't gotten more time with your son. Being with you and your attitude like that is bad for your son.
"Yes, I recognize that it took a big disaster in my life for me to wake up and realize I wasn't up to par being a good father. Yes, I neglected W and S. True, I was an ass." "How is this being selfish?"
Hmmm "was" an @$$? You calling your W emotionally unstable shows that you still are one.
"You know the love a father for his oly begotten son? I changed countries, I changed jobs, I changed language, I sold the old and bought another house here, I'm paying the lawyer big dough to see my son. Is there anything you see in me that makes you think that I still was the man I was?"
Well you know all of this could have been avoided if you weren't a bad father to begin with. You caused all this trouble on yourself. There's no one to blame but yourself.
"For Pete's sake, if there is, please tell me, I'm all ears, because so far this forum has called me names but done little in telling what else IN PRACTICAL I should do to help me see my son, and if possible my W."
Actually there are specific things that you can do, and 25years and others have talked to you about it in length. The fact that you still ask if there's something you can do, as if no one has ever responded to you shows that regardless of what people suggest or tell you, you won't listen. A true narcissist.
"I'm never good enough in anything I do."
Being a baby is never attractive.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
